Happy? Chinese New Year
Its the start of the Chinese New Year...am i feeling excited? NO...am i looking forward to many sumptous dinners with family and friends? NO...am i gona receive red packets with money in them? NO...am i gona light up 8 feet firecrackers? NO...do i sound a wee bit depressed? YEESSSS !!!....why?...BECAUSE IM STUCK IN AN ENGLISH GHETTO THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY FROM HOME !...
Lets have a flashback of wat i did since the start of CNY...i had onli ONE dinner on the eve of CNY wit fellow Malaysians...ok that was a pretty good nite...in the days that followed, i did absolutely nothing except torture myself at the gym, watch movies, and feel sori for myself...worst still, i had a pathetic Valentines Day cos the gal i wanted to meet stood me up...tell me wat could be worse than mustering up all ur courage and energy to express yourself to her onli to reach the agreed location and find out she's left the area...WAT THE F@#$!!!....im seriusly trying to hold back the profanities here...sigh...is this the story of my life?...im starting to think it is...
But then i had a good week before CNY...Edwin came over to visit...we didnt manage to do much around town but we did have good conversation and he updated me on the happenings back home...right now im going thru a different phase in life and the decisions i make will decide my path and most probly my future...i'll be graduating in a few months and i haf the stressful task of lookin fer jobs and goin thru the whole selection and interview process...i also haf the added pressure of achieving a certain set of results to qualify fer the jobs...i know all this is a part of life but i somehow dread it...life seems so much simpler and carefree wen ur younger....sometimes i think ive grown up too fast...its ironic that we try to act and look older wen we are young, and then wen we grow up, we wana become young again...but by Gods grace i know it'll all work out somehow...
So right now ive gotta concentrate on my new term and make sure i loose 1 kg so i can get that 6 pack ive always dreamed of...also need to work on the chest...in fact i can feel it shaping up...ahaaha...Cheers gym goers!!
Lets have a flashback of wat i did since the start of CNY...i had onli ONE dinner on the eve of CNY wit fellow Malaysians...ok that was a pretty good nite...in the days that followed, i did absolutely nothing except torture myself at the gym, watch movies, and feel sori for myself...worst still, i had a pathetic Valentines Day cos the gal i wanted to meet stood me up...tell me wat could be worse than mustering up all ur courage and energy to express yourself to her onli to reach the agreed location and find out she's left the area...WAT THE F@#$!!!....im seriusly trying to hold back the profanities here...sigh...is this the story of my life?...im starting to think it is...
But then i had a good week before CNY...Edwin came over to visit...we didnt manage to do much around town but we did have good conversation and he updated me on the happenings back home...right now im going thru a different phase in life and the decisions i make will decide my path and most probly my future...i'll be graduating in a few months and i haf the stressful task of lookin fer jobs and goin thru the whole selection and interview process...i also haf the added pressure of achieving a certain set of results to qualify fer the jobs...i know all this is a part of life but i somehow dread it...life seems so much simpler and carefree wen ur younger....sometimes i think ive grown up too fast...its ironic that we try to act and look older wen we are young, and then wen we grow up, we wana become young again...but by Gods grace i know it'll all work out somehow...
So right now ive gotta concentrate on my new term and make sure i loose 1 kg so i can get that 6 pack ive always dreamed of...also need to work on the chest...in fact i can feel it shaping up...ahaaha...Cheers gym goers!!
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